When injustice happens to us, it always brings me back to that time I played a Trayvon Martin inspired character on Law & Order. I remember it vividly. I was 18 years old and a little before I landed the role, I was beat up and arrested by 5 white cops for NO reason. Man, that was my first real eye opener. To them we are just niggers. Well, that’s what they called me while laughing, as I was bleeding on the floor, handcuffed. Lucky for me, this was in public and everyone had their cameras out. This was before Eric Garner was killed. So I guess they weren’t as brave to actually kill someone on camera. Man, it isn’t easy for me to share this story because there is so much trauma that I sustained growing up with the brutality of these white supremacists.
Being on set of a huge TV show like this was quite new for me. Not gonna lie, I wasn’t treated kindly. I couldn’t put my finger on it. Was it because I was an unknown actor? Was it because the episode was so racially charged that the negative energy behind the scenes made me feel less than? Or was it because my co-workers were just method actors? That feeling of being just another niggerfluttered around the air once again. I got everything but respect. Maybe this was just the plight of trying to be a successful actor? Of course my intent isn’t to portray anyone working on that episode in a negative light, but my television debut actually made me sad.
In the script, a white woman and I were walking down the same street late at night, then moments later I ended up dead. My face on the dirty concrete. We must’ve shot the scene many times. During this time, everyone walking over me, not wanting to do anything with me.
I remember watching a Dave Chapelle interview where he spoke about shooting a scene about race and he heard a laughter which wasn’t what he was accustomed to. There was underlying cynicism to it….I heard the same laugh. It wasn’t by the actors, but someone in the crew. There’s nothing funny about innocent people getting killed.
When it was time for lunch, I went to the bathroom, locked the doors and just cried. I cried forever, man. There were so many thoughts going through my mind. I could’ve easily been killed if no one was around and I would’ve been another hashtag. You wouldn’t even be reading this right now.
At the end of the episode, the woman who kills me is found not guilty. I remember watching the episode at home torn apart, because I was sitting in the same seat where I found out that Zimmerman got off. Ice-T said a line at the end of the episode. Something in regards to “that’s just the way it is.”
I sat there in the dark for about 10 minutes, wondering to myself. Is this how it’s going to be for the rest of our lives? Well…..is it?
All Baltimore City public schools were closed on Tuesday in response to violent protests breaking out across the city in response to Freddie Gray’s death. About 84 percent of students in city’s public schools receive free or reduced-price lunches, according to the school district’s website. The closings mean that these students were unable to access these lunches, and churches and community centers have been scrambling to fill the gap.
Socialism:
You have 2 cows and you give one to your neighbor.
Communism:
You have 2 cows; the Government takes both and gives you some milk.
Fascism:
You have 2 cows; the Government takes both and sells you some milk.
Nazism:
You have 2 cows; the Government takes both and shoots you.
Bureaucratism:
You have 2 cows; the Government takes both, shoots one, milks the other and throws the milk away..
Traditional Capitalism:
You have 2 cows. You sell one and buy a bull. You herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income.
An American Corporation:
You have 2 cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. Later, you hire a consultant to analyze why the cow dropped dead.
A French Corporation:
You have 2 cows. You go on strike because you want three cows.
Japanese Corporation:
You have 2 cows. You redesign them so they are one-tenth the size of an ordinary cow and produce twenty times the milk. You then create a clever cow cartoon image called Cowkimon and market them Worldwide.
An Italian Corporation:
You have 2 cows, but you don't know where they are. You break for lunch.
A Swiss Corporation:
You have 5000 cows. None of which belong to you. You charge others for storing them.
Chinese Corporation:
You have 2 cows. You have 300 people milking them. You claim full employment, high bovine productivity, and arrest the newsman who reported the numbers.
An Iraqi Corporation:
Everyone thinks you have lots of cows. You tell them that you have none. No one believes you and they bomb your arse. You still have no cows, but at least now you are part of a Democracy.......
Counter Culture:
'Wow, dig it, like there's these 2 cows, man, grazing in the hemp field. You gotta have some of this milk!'
Surrealism:
You have two giraffes. The government requires you to take harmonica lessons.
Apathyologism:
You have 2 cows. You do not care.
Fatalist:
You have 2 doomed cows...
Atheism:
You have 2 cows. There is no God.
A West-Country Corporation:
You have 2 cows. That one on the left is kinda cute.
A Brazilian Corporation:
You have 2 cows. You pay taxes for 6 cows. You have to sell one cow in order to pay the taxes. Your remaining cow gets sick and dies while waiting for availability in the public vet hospital.
Russia:
You have two cows. Since they are both female, if you happen to keep them in the same stable you will pay a 5,000 rouble fine for homosexual propaganda.
PETA:
You have two cows. You kill them both. You then use naked women to convince other people that killing cows is wrong.
Moffat:
You have two cows. Both of them are your daughters time traveling from the past where they had a brief love affair with Da Vinci making you the rightful Queen of England. As you assume the throne, you throw them off a building.
Hussie:
You have 2 cows. You ask for another one. Instead of getting just 1 cow, you get 2,485,506 cows.
Romney:
You have 2 cows. You are not the president of the united states.
Once-ler:
You have 1 cow. Everyone decides to make 5 different versions of that cow.
Old Spice:
You have 2 cows. The cows are now diamonds. I'm on a horse.
An Irish Corporation:
You have a million cows because they're everywhere
Tumblr:
You have 2 cows. You ship them together and make GIF posts screaming about how much you love your cows, but they should stop existing because they are so perfect.
Also Tumblr:
I give you a hamburger.
Night Vale:
You do NOT have two cows. Cows do not exist. What's a cow? Show me a cow! That's not a cow! Who let you in here?
Tom Hiddleston:
You have two cows. You are very sorry for them.
Thranduil:
You do not have two cows, you have an elk. Riding on two cows is not majestic. Also the dwarves are on fire.
Dwarves:
You had two cows but now they're on fire.
Bilbo Baggins:
You did not invite those two cows for dinner.
Cows:
The shit you go through.
This post:
Started off as a post that explained different goverments but then everything changed when the fire nation attacked